Life Is Like Hell

Feel so lifeless these days. Only go for classes and sleep at home! I really need my own personal computer now! This computer that I'm using now is a sharing computer with my brothers. It is so damn hard to find my own file in here! OMG! This computer is outdated too =.=

That day I played DotA with Jeff and he was like 'Aki, look at this' and then he kills. Jeff know u geng la yor~ lolx. Say today DotA but where you go? I don't see any Jeff online. Faster online la =p

Today forgot to wake my friend up. I said I will wake him up at 2am n 7am but I forgot to do so. Danny! I'm so sorry!

P/s: Kinda mad at someone now. Only the one will know who I am referring to.

Bored In Class

In class now, bored. Joyce is such a bad friend, always disturb me in class and scold me with bad words some more =( So bad la you! xD xD xD Always disturb others is not good you know? Hurt me so much *sobz* Jeff also is another bad friend. *punch* Ish..what a naughty boy (sad for you =/) Haha. Just joking =p (Jeff don't kill me) Joyce becareful or else I'll post up your pictures in blog xD

Life In College

Today woke up at 7am! For more than 2 months I never wake up so early! My eyes can't even open up, but I still had to wake up or else I'm going to be late for bus to college =( I don't know why I can't sleep early at night either. Oh well, so off I go to college. I reached college around 8.50am and I have to wait for my class at 9am. The thing funny is no one know where is the class because the class we are suppose to go is occupied by other class. So, everyone of us waited for the lecturer to come. Our lecturer don't even know where is the class so she have to go to the office to ask. We entered the class around 9.10am. Well, as a lecturer will do is lecture so we had no choice but to listen. The next thing I know that she is letting us off early today! She let us go at 10.15am and my bus is at 12pm. What am I suppose to do with those time? Good that my friend, Joyce, she 'teman' me until my bus came.

I reached home at 1.30pm and lay on the sofa. I was so damn tired and I dozed off and when I woke up it is already 6pm! Oh well, I guess the only time I could sleep is in the afternoon. I went to take a bath and then online. I chatted with my friends and my dar in msn until 9pm but then I had to stop and take my dinner. I continued msn after my dinner and not long my friend, Jeff, he asked me to play DotA. Since he never online for such a long time (because of playing maple private server =.=) so I join him in DotA with my other friend, Julia. My computer was so lag I kept died inside *sob* Jeff, you are so bad. You bullied us girls =x Oh well, he is kinda pro after all. After 2 rounds of DotA I stopped because I want to continue chat with my dar and my ji mui Suki. See I'm so good right? xD *perasan* Now it is already 2.20am. Time for me to stop blabbing now. Off I go to msn chat and then sleep~ End of my crazy day *faint*

Moody days

Moody again today.. I don't know why every night I will feel so moody.. I keep on thinking about many things that I shouldn't think.. But I can't stop myself from thinking.. I had to go to bed when i don't even feel like sleeping.. I can't sleep so early even though I'm on my bed.. I will keep thinking more and more about the past.. I really wanted to try a new life for now but it seems so hard.. The more I think, the more harder for me to go on.. How I wish I can forget about the past and move on, but it is just so hard.. Today after class, I went to Cineleisure with my best friends to have lunch. Then later in the night we went to mamak stall. We talked and laughed but my heart still feels the same. It was 10pm and I had to go home. So we left and they send me home. Thanks to my best friends Suki & Tiffy for hanging out with me today.. Luv ya girls! *mwah* =) When I got back home, I suddenly miss someone. It is like one whole day I've never been talking to him because his phone ran out of credits. So off I go to take a bath and online just in case he is online. My mood was better for a bit after I knew he was on. Oh well, I'll go chat with him now. Ciao~

Life Is So Miserable

Why does my life have to be so miserable? All I want is someone to care about me.. Why is it so hard? My ex wanted to be with me back now.. And I've already got a new bf.. What should I do? I've told my ex that I wont be back with him but still he wanna wait for me.. I really don't know what to do.. I cried in the night whenever I'm on the bed.. I feel so alone.. I just wanted someone that will care about me more.. All I got now is my 2 best friends Suki & Tiffy =) Love u guys so much mwah~ xD

My bestest best friends =)

Hmm.. What i can say is Suki & Tiffy is like my best friends since in form 1 until now.. I love hanging out with them because its very fun being with them.. They are really nice girls but a bit playful sometimes =p See, my 1st post i wrote about u guys.. I'm so good right? I guess I am =x Don't dare to say bad things about them right here or else I'm dead =p Oh well, I'm just gonna write up 'til here then lolx ciao~